A Vacation? Not so!

finals are over. yes, finally over.
yes, the sem is over but vacation?
not so.
i still have many things to do. a tribute to attend and help be organized.
a graduation to see (i'm still 2 years far from my own).
an accountancy 2nd qualifying exam to prepare for.
summer classes to enroll.

huh. it seems that i will never experience to true essence of this summer vacation.
i need to erase such notion. huhu!!

i will moving to 3rd year next year.
somehow, i'm happy.
but the fear of failing is just an arms length.
i really hope to pass the qualifying exam
and aim to get grades not lower than 84 in my majors.

i need to survive this feat.
really need to.
my future depends in it.

May God bless and help me.
I need to dream, believe and survive!..

DEADLY SATURDAY!!!

parang ayoko nang dumating pa ang darating na Saturday. what a day. such a doomsday. it's the final day. magkakaalaman na.

APAT ang exam ko! from 9:00 to 6:00pm may lunch break lng. lahat cla majors. lahat pa comprehensive at departmental. haay. di pa ako nag-aaral. gud luck n lng sakin. i have the time to post ths blog pero madami pa ako dpat gawin. i have to study. i also have to prepare for the tribute for our seniors! crap!

panu ko ba cla pagsasabay-sabayin? God bless me..

It's been a while...

It's been a while since I came to log-in here at multiply...
it's been a while since I posted something here...
It's been a while since I came to visit my friends' sites...
It's been a while since I wrote here my day-to-day experiences...

It seems like I have been busy all the time...
from the midterm exams we have had last week...
wherein so far I got good results except for our oration in ORAL COMM...
One friend of mine told me that i was just that very bitter about the result...
I should have been happy for compared to my classmates i got a better grade...
Enough with that... as my Philosophy would say 'move on'..
We can move on but can't forget.. past will always be a part, a memory of the present, the here-and-now and an assured presence in the future...
THAT's PAGPAPAKAYAON... being able to live a meaningful life...

Also, I have been pested out by the research we are doing, aside from the fact that it is group work and I am the only one working on it, my teacher have already rejected it THREE times just leaving comments on the first pages without going through with the pages...
It seems that we don't get want she want us to do...
I should have to ready myself with my first INCOMPLETE grade in this subject...
because if we can't produce a "scholarly' research, as she kept on telling us, we won't be able to take the finals...such a crap...haay..

College life is really AWFUL... makes you have wrinkles and pimples on your soft face.. grrh..
It's getting tougher and tougher as days pass by...
It makes me ask myself 'Do I really have to study?"
In this world where getting a degree is not a guarantee that you will land a good job?
In this world where workers become products themselves that should also be marketed to be employed? haay...
Capitalism and money are such a crap...( i can now be tagged as leftist!;)
but we don't have the power to change the world...
as even Obama, the most powerful person in the world, don't have...

Such a world!