anu ba talagaNg gustO niya?..

puta! hayOp xa... nu ba tlgang gs2 niya? he really annoys me! hell on him!

makita mo lng pagmumukha niya.. ayan SIRA na araw...huh..

what a very bad energy!...

seryoso poh ito..hehehe

1) Walking into a party, what is the first thing you look for?
- the person who organized the party!
2) Are you comfortable with answering personal questions?
-it depends on the question and also the person i speaking to..
3) Who was the last person you ate with?
-kevin..bread pan kinain namin...:))
4) When is the last time you were truly happy with your life?
-last month lng...
5) Do you eat a lot of fast food?
-nope...health conscious aq..
6) What did you last get upset about?
-a fucking guy who really sucks! he knows who he is!
7) What do you do when you've had a bad day?
-get in to troublE!
8) Kiss on the first date?
-hinay2 lng!
9) When is the last time you personally made someone cry?
-last march! pero dahil yun sa pagkakabati nmin...
10) What was the last thing you drank?
-tubig lng..
11) Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
-uu nman mostly nga eh...
12) So you believe exes can be just friends?
-depende sa cause ng break-up niu,,
13) When ordering sushi, what do you usually get?
-di ako kumakain niyan!
14) Are you different now than you were six months ago?
-yeah... i can now fight bravely! and stand for myself...
16) What is something you have realized recently?
-i'm getting attached to a notion and idea i should not..
17) Who is the last person you hung out with?
- dorm-mates ko..
18) Are you too shy to tell people when youre developing feelings for them?
-uu nman..
19) Is there anyone who doesnt like you?
-uu nman..they're many out there but i dont really care!
20) Are looks important?
-somehow....
21) What are you going to do tonight?
-mag-aral, mg-conex that my life..
22) If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you?
- yeah. i would but it would be very hard for me and the peole around me...
23) If someone did like you, how should they let you know?
-show it to me...
24) Do you cry easily?
-nope..i dont cry much...
25) What is bugging you right now?
-many things.. how will stop what im feeling right now.. how will i stop the irritation that im am feeling when i see that fucking person!

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LiyaB JournaLism FestiVaL :))

last aug. 23-24, 2008 i, with niel, kevin, leo and olive attended the first Liyab Journ Fest organizing by thePillars the official publication of the Ateneo de Naga University. We represented GABAY scholars org. This event came out to be really, really different from the usual Journalism Conference where it's only lectures and seminars for better journ skills.

Liyab did not only aim to enhance our skills in writing news, features, editorials, layouting and photojourn but had also immersed us to the reality we are facing. We went to Brgy. Balatas, Naga City for a Basic Masses Integration or BMI. We didn't expect this kind of activity that's why when we reached the place we were clueless in what we will do. We thought we will get from there topics for our writings but it did not. We came there to know the residents' situation, the problems they are facing. A lot were revealed.

We were also "bombarded" with different pressing issues in the country, in the state of campus journalism, press repression and globalization. These i hoped, even for a little bit came to my mind. hope so.

The fest was a FOOD fest... hehe.. we were given much food that we can't buy with our P75 registration. I have learned much from the event that i hope will regain my interest in journalism. It is because way back in high school i lost my interest in writing. it's for me to keep the reason why.

i also hope and GABAY hopes that we are able to learn something from the journ fest that will help GABAY revive its publication. For the a student publication, is by, for and of the students. and its a right for the students, scholars to have their own publication.

for as the CEGP says, "TO WRITE IS TO CHOOSE."

HAIL TO ALL STUDENT JOURNALISTS!

my seVenteenTh birThday!!!

it seems very late for me to post something about my 17th birthday... i was so BUSY this past few days even in my special day.

August 20 was just a ordinary day for me... i woke up early in the morning for the mass and somehow (not that much) expected to have the mass offered to me...but it didn't turned out to be..my dorm-mates started to greet me...(okie lng nman) here and there...

in the afternoon, my very close friends looked for me and gave a birthday gift, a personalized birthday with matching greetings of the classmates (grabe sa effort). My HS friends and also my dorm-mates looked for me and had even phoned the dorm many times but i was not there because of the f**king presentation that we should do in rizal but just made me waiting for more than an hour...(sayang tlga ng oras ko)... That is why they just gave me a sumple gift during dinner...( promising to treat me next time..)

after the conex..my kuya asked us to eat outside and treating us softdrinks and the food KKB...i did not expect it from him...hehe..kaya thankful nman aq sa kanya...

i received many comment and personal messages in friendster and here multiply greetingm ... these at least made me realized there are many people who really care for me..because before i thought there was none...

the day after my birthday..LaRenChen (my very close friendS) ask me if i will go with them to watch "A Very Special Love"... i went with them with the consequence of not attending my accounting class..(what a trade-off)...but it went good, and very memorable. The movie was good evene better coz i'm with them...

but it also brought some consequences, my mother came to see me but knowing i didn't attend class. (lagot!)

still my 17th is so far the best birthday i ever had...

sometimes...

sometimes we are fooled by what we see and feel, but when we analyze and look into things deeply it turns out to be the opposite... :))

i'd rather be alOne . . .

I'd rather be alone than be with someone who's just USING you...

i came to realize that we are just friends for a REASON and if that reason is gone, the same happens to that "friendship", if you can call that friendship...

it hurts when you assume that the person really treats you as a friend, a real friend, not just for any superficial reason...but came to know it the opposite...

it would be better, i assume, to cut the one and only tie that connects the two of you so as to not complicate things...

it'd really hard to trust anyone... because if you do, it will be ONLY YOU to suffer...

who mOved my cheese?.. :))

i just have finished reading the book of Spencer Johnson "WHO MOVED MY CHEESE?"...

it is a story of four characters, 2 mice, Sniff and Scurry, and 2 little people, Hem and Haw... they have different personalities and their names attest to it...

right now, i am currently pondering what is really my "cheese", the one i really want to have, whethet a thing, person or a dream... many things came across my mind but im not yet which of them is my "heese"...i just can't decide for now...

what would you do if you weren't afraid?... this is a question in the story that i don't know what will be my answer...

CHANGE is the real topic of the story..to be more elaborate, ADAPTING TO CHANGE... i still don't know who am i in the story...

am i Siff who immediately sees or smells change?

am i Scurry who takes action immediately?

am i Haw who was not not able to see change immediately but was able to adapt and realize change is needed?

or am i Hem who was really afraid to change and was deeply attached to his "cheese' that when it was gone he was deeply surprised and don't know what to do?

its better though..

sometimes it's better to distance yourself from a person whose presence always creates something that fire you up...

sometimes it's easier na hindi mo xa pansinin rather than magfre-freak out ka pag andyan... kaya for now... wala muna pansinin...

haay..better?..

midterMs.. is OvEr!!! :)) FinanciaL AccOunTiNg... !!!

natapos na din ung fOur days in heLL... :)) and kahapOn dumAtiNg na aNg pinakahihiNtay na exaM namin sa 6-units na finaNcial accounting 1... 3 hours ang exam and guess whaT kuNg iLang page in Exam?

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haay...grabe tLga xa...sa hirap ba naman nang lumabas ako ng rOom (40 minutes bfore the time) paraNg lumuLutang ung utak..hayy...taz meron pa kami exam sa cmam201...

basta yesterday was really a very tough day for 2nd accountancy students...

i thought... akaLa ko... (presumptions and assumptions...)

why is it in life we always have so many assumptions and presumptions... we always say "i thought", "i used to believe", in tagalog "akala ko" and sa bicol "huna ko"...

kahit ano pa yang language yan.. it just do mean the same... we are always holding on something we want to believe or we used to believe in to (whether it be true or just a mere notion).. hindi natin alam kung totoo ito o hindi basta ang alam antin ito ang pinaniniwalaan natin... kaya if something unexpected comes, we will justt be able to say... "akala ko..."

akala ko... sanay na siya...

akala ko... ok lng sa kanya na ganun ang treatment ko sa kanya..

akala ko... di siya nagagalit o naii-intimidate or what...

akala ko... naiintindihan na niya ako...

akala ko... accepted na niya na ganun talaga ang personality...

ayan lahat ng akala...eka nga ang dami namamatay sa maling akala...

tapos, suddenly... hindi mo mamamalayan mo na lang nag-burst out na siya... and in one wink... iba na ang lahat... :))

oNe exaM dOwn... haay... dami pa to cOme :((

i just took my first midterm exam.. subject?... Church and Sacrament... our coverage is about the Chruch's history...

the first i look the test paper.. parang nafeel ko na dudugo sa ilong ko nito...hehehe astig ung matching type... 3 columns xa.. ung match A to B, B to C and C to A...kakabaliw nga eh.. haay...

overall papasa naman..whehehe..minor pa lng to... wla ung mga major.. :))

ang naKaKabagOt kOng scHed... :)

i just realize now that the bOredOm i am always feelin' is brOught by my class scheduLe... ang sched ko putol-putol... for example start ng klase ko 7:30 am... up to 7:30pm pero may alternate xang 1.5 hrs..kea after a class... babalik ako ng dorm para matulog at gigicing ulit khit matamlay...haay...consequences n xa ng late na pag-enroll...

kea next sem..aayuson ko tlga xa...ung di ko mababagot...

bukas na ang midetrms pero di pa din aq nag-aaral...hehe...gud luck... (financial accounting 1?...syeet)

miDterMs na!!..such a hell...

haay..midterms na nman..ang dali lng ng panahon...di pa ako nag-aaral... at wala ako drive para gawin to...di ko ma-explain pero nababagot ako sa mga subject ko naun...may mga super nosebleed meron mga super awfully boring...

this 20% of my grade will affect a lot my stading for this semester...hope di nman aq bumagsak lalo na sa Financial Accounting....grrr...and sana maging mabait c sir chris...hehehe