Saturday, March 29, 2008

HaNa KiMi - TaiwaN...

it really like this koreanovela...

their love story is really cute...

unrealistic as it may seem but really prove the existence of TRUE LOVE....

here is their ending lines...

"i think some people

would say...

ReiXi and I has gone nuts

to allow this secret to

continue.

Maybe I could reply with this

this is our love

it is just any other lover

story that exists

with no reason to explain

and insanity...

and believe it or not
this our love story
and could be yours too

so it could be present progressive tense

past progressive tense future

progressive tense

...could be yours or mine or his...

any way our story
will continue to go on and on...


it was a really exotic different kind of ending that will need understanding...
haay...really like this one...

Go Joey, Brian Wesley...

Congratz to:

Ella Chun as Joey

Wu Chun as Brian

Jiro Wang as Wesley...

GOOD JoB...

Friday, March 28, 2008

pinoy big brother teen edition plus..

hayay...im addicted now to pbb teen...

kaw n nman makipagreplyan sa guestbook ng pbb multiply...

aq nman sa aking ktangahan...dinelete as contact ang PBB...kc dami mga posts...

ayun d n tuloy aq mkapag comment...

tanga tlga ayy...

MY BIG FOUR!!!

1. Robi

2. Priscilla

3. Ejay

4. Nicole...

haaay..so many pluses....

Sunday, March 16, 2008

tribute

Last night we had our tribute to seniors...of Xavier Honors Dormitory...

The concept of this tribute was like a JS prom...

This was entitled " JS promdi"...

WE will wear a promdi attire...semi formal semi-pambahay...

This event was the happiest yet downest moment i had in the dormitory...

It was the downest moment of mine because when i asked one of my friend-turned-enemy to dance with me, she refused me...i really had regretted doing it..it made me feel so ashame and pity myself...i shouldn't had done this...i should have thought many times... I already sensed that she will refused i'd still insisted...i was so assuming...

maybe she really doesn't want to reconcile with me...

tribute

Last night we had our tribute to seniors...of Xavier Honors Dormitory...

The concept of this tribute was like a JS prom...

This was entitled " JS promdi"...

WE will wear a promdi attire...semi formal semi-pambahay...

This event was the happiest yet downest moment i had in the dormitory...

It was the downest moment of mine because when i asked one of my friend-turned-enemy to dance with me, she refused me...i really had regretted doing it..it made me feel so ashame and pity myself...i shouldn't had done this...i should have thought many times... I already sensed that she will refused i'd still insisted...i was so assuming...

maybe she really doesn't want to reconcile with me...

goNna gO hOme...HOLY WEEK N POH...

haay..it's holy week and already VACATION...

seems like i have not surf the internet for about a week...

so i will not be able to update this multiply account of mine...

guyzz..have a meaningful HOLY WEEK...

Thursday, March 13, 2008

bLaNk and EmpTy

I'm blaNk and Empty right now....

Nothing gOod tO post here in my blog....

haAy, just maybe because my life back to normal agaiN...

nothing's new...and hot..

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

bati n poh kami...

haay..salamat bati n din kami...

mau lng...

that insensitive person kahit papano naging aware din of others' feeling...

haay...one down...three more pa...

and it will take more humility, patience and a little bit of acceptance and love....


Monday, March 10, 2008

iMpOrtEd

my recent blogs were imported from my blog at blogspot.com

rhome03.blogspot.com........

Friday, March 7, 2008

The Dorm Outcast

What will you feel if you are not close with those people you always see and live together? What will you feel if all them are against you and will always find ways to criticize and let you down? Will you be able to withstand it or will you just surrender?

When I entered college, I entered a dormitory, a dormitory of I thought very intellectual scholars with many honors and achievements. Yes, it's slightly true but it haven't met my expectations. It's okay, I said to myself, for it will be easier for me to adapt and live with them. A dormitory, with “Honors” in its name, I live with that's why I often tell myself, “Should really belong here?” or “Does its name fits the truth in it? I can't answer these questions maybe I know the but just can't accept.

In my first days in the dormitory, I experienced what a new entrant will feel, hesitant and conscious with his every actions hoping not to commit any mistakes. I then just often stays on my place and not talking to anyone. But as the days past, faster than what I and they expected, I became close to them. I really thought we were really close to each other and they consider me as their friend. But, it is the truth.

Just near the half of the first semester of stay, I had small fights with some of the old dormers. Thus, some had been angry and didn't like me and even said that I'm just a freshman yet I'm already acting like that. But it's me, I will not be like this if they don't treat in a similar way.
One of my closest fellow dormer has also been the greatest enemy I had. We had been really close and with our other close friends formed a group exclusively for us. I thought that we will never fight again because we already had a fight before(it's the fight I mentioned before) and caused us not to talk to each other for about three months but this time around will end up us not talking maybe forever.

The real cause of our fight is really possessiveness he have with his friends. He didn't want us to be friends with his enemies but I didn't follow him and chose to be with his so-called outcast. I, myself, also became an outcast, a dorm outcast by choice. I'm not sad with it but even proud of it. I will always withstand them and will never surrender because if I surrender, I loss my battle with life and fate.

author's note: this is my personal recount....

Two-sidedness not Possessiveness

Just about a year ago, I entered the University and also the Xavier's Honor's Dormitory for Men where I had encountered many personalities, attitudes, contrasting characteristics and traits. Living in such complexity, one will need to be sociable enough to interact with these people he'll be with most of the time. I, knowing the real me, am really a friendly type of person, easy to get with and game all the time. But as the cliché goes, You cannot please everybody,” others find me two-sided, meaning- I don't have consistencies and playing safe in relationships. Befriending two completely opposite group of individuals and thus be turned between them and coming to a point about deciding whom between the two you'll go with. An event that once happened to my life.

When I entered the dormitory, the first dormers I get close to were the group of Kuya Arman, Ren, Loed, all are upperclassmen. For the first half of the semester, we've been always together from eating breakfast until the rest of the night, having our midnight snacks. With them, I felt the happiness of having friends and companions and this had gone stronger as we come to know each other deeply. I become closest to Kuya Arman whom we fondly call Kuya Choc – a nice and loving person on the good side but so sensitive and seriously possessive with his friends. This, though he really didn't speak out to us forces us to just focus on our group of friends and not with any other.

Our companionship and togetherness was put to an end when I and Kuya Choc had a very simple fight, just over closing the television and putting the keys and remote control upstairs. How stupid we were, I realized. He asked to do it but I refused to do so. I, then, hurriedly go upstairs first but waited him closing it. After that and starting to go up, I asked him if he is angry but I heard no reply from him. I just then kept silent and thought his anger will just fade away the next day. But from then on, he started not talking to me and I to him, and treated each other as though invisible and nonexistent.

During that span of our long cold war, I became close to my other fellow dormers , Kuya Krephel and also Kuya Joel. Kuya Joel was Kuya Choc's best-friend-turned-best-enemy and Kuya Krephel, an adversary of him that he hated much. This was the scenario for the rest of the first semester, I go with Kuya Choc's adversaries and he with his old friends. I, myself, don't hate him but I don't have the courage or maybe I just don't want to ask apology to him. He hates me not just because of what I did to him but also also befriending his enemies.

When the second semester came, there was nothing new with my ongoing friendship and cold war until we had our dorm's first apostolate for that semester, a housebuilding at Balatas, where a 360 degrees turned of events happened. Kuya, surprisingly smiled and talked to me but I didn't easily reacted much to that scene and hadn't minded it for I thought reconciliation for us will never ever happen. But this contrite acts continued. A new friendship started and our three month long cold war ended. Just a few days after it, I had known that Kuya Choc and Kuya Ren, his best friend that time was already on quarrel even before we had reconciled. This had even heated up the next happenings.

And as progress, we got used of this scene. I was close to Kuya Choc's circle of friends, only four of us left and at the same time also Kuya Joel, Krephel and Kuya Ren. Knowing Kuya Choc's possessiveness, I just did not mind and continued befriending his so called outcasts. Until, for the second time around(that's already enough) he again started a cold war, and guess what the reason, I just hadn't gone with them during the breakfast, lunch and dinner and instead go with Kuya Ren and Joel. My getting close with them, I know added up to his anger to me. I tried to save our on-and-off friendship. I initiated reconciliation and gave a peace offering for him but nothing happened. I gave up but still hoping someday, unexpectedly, he'll talk to me and we'll be friends again.

I thought it's because of Kuya Choc's possessiveness but blaming myself for all the things that happened, I realized that it's my two-sidedness that wrecked our friendship. Possessiveness is the suspect but two-sidedness is the killer.

note: this my second essay in ENGS001: a narration...

A Glimpse of my Statistics Class

From the U-shaped building of Dolan Hall at the fourth room of the second floor every Friday and Saturday form 3:00 to 4:30 in the afternoon is my Descriptive and Inferential Statistics Class under Miss Glenda B. Quinto. Most of my classmates here are already graduating or already upperclassmen and also most of them, new to me that's I sometimes find myself quiet and not participative in our discussions.

Our class often starts with our teacher giving a recapitulation of the topics we had discussed the last meeting. This only will consume a third of our period and the time she introduced a new topic, another boring topic, it is already near the time and be left hanging until again the next meeting. This caused us not to clearly understand the said topic and worst, to learn nothing about it.

Most of us find the class, so boring, simply because the topic is boring is not enjoyable and extremely boring and Ma'am is not doing any alternative and exciting way to present it to our class and this eventually led us not to pay attention to the class discussions. There is really no discussions for participation from the students is absent. Ma'am will just ask some questions, just testing how firmly we believe and know a specific idea, that we are able to and will never answer. Most of the time, after stating a formula or idea, she'll just ask the question in Filipino “Naiintindihan niyo?” for many times but hear no answer from us.

One may say that Statistics is just a simple and easy subject but if you, unluckily, fall to Ma'am Quinto's class especially if you are graduating, you may not receive your diploma at time for surely you will find this subject as hard as or even harder than your major subjects. This will really force you to study to the fullest in your lessons to pass it. All of our major examination are comprehensive- meaning it's always from the start. You should exert the most of your effort and time to study and comprehend all the lessons, for one hundred and one percent sure, you will find it, a nosebleeding and brain-wracking one.

Aside from these things, our class pacing is, most of the time, behind compared to the other statistics classes for we discuss a topic for a week (two meetings) or more and sometimes our schedule coincides with holidays and special no class days. Already behind, but still we find it really hard to catch with our lessons.

With her loud, clear voice resounding the whole classroom, you'll certainly be awake in her class and somewhat making you feel terrorized but on the other hand, her cute smile will certainly give you laughter and return also a smile.

This is a glimpse of our boring yet exciting and challenging, fun yet not enjoyable statistics class. Hope you will not be in this class if you take your Statistics. This is not a warning just a friendly advice.

note: this my descriptive essay in another boring class of mine...ENGS001....

Sunday, March 2, 2008

--rEcoLLectiOn--

lasT sAturDay....

nagrecollection kami..lahat ng mga dormers sa ateneO....

pero bago p mn kmi mg recollecct n npagaitan kmi ni bro gil..

kc tagal ng iba n dumating gling dun sa awarding ng TAAS NOO...

galit n galit tlga c Bro.

kea pgkatapos...super silent n mga dormers...

kea aq nman super contemplate....

ok pra akin ung recollection ngayun kc nkapagreflect tlga aq..

sa dami b nman ng problems q sa dorm...

madami tlga aqng mga ipgdarasal...

kea i rate our last recollection for the second sem. 5/5...

kau kelan kau last n nagrecollection?...